hmm today is a sucking day. quarrel with her again. morning quarrel 1 time den okay le den after sch also quarrel .today in geo do lame thingys. den maths had test den after that quarrel le. hais. i sensitive ba. fine let it be. almost everyday also quarrel. also dunno she still like me o not. that question keeps flowing in my mind. everytime also small things quarrel de. sians. somemore keep get ignored. i get ignored i will become impatient den i will become fierce but hais seems like everything is my fault. i have nth to sae. den i also tink bout last holiday. i sae before i will nt tink bout it anymore but she sometimes keep ignore me i will tink of the past. i scared she will treat me like last time. hais sians . den i everytime keep sae she clever den she don like. hais my fault i shld not have said that in a sarcastic fcuking way. but i just don like it when i felt useless when i cant even get her standard. somemore ppl also said that i with her i will become clever. i don like it and i noe she also don like it but i just cant stand. miss yati also said b4 that i can gain things from her -.- but i just don like it. i felt useless . it seems to me like i don have a backbone and must depend on otheres. wad the hell am i talented in. ? can some1 or god tell me? wad the hell am i good in?haissss.